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BIG ENDING

by Matt Lucas (BIG ENDING)

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1.
Gambling man 04:11
These are my thoughts to give a great cost for truth that no one bought so I guess I'll be gone You're pretty like a breath you're practical like that your subtle like a trumpet in the morning in bed I know it's obvious but it's hard for me to see I'll do what I can I know your tears can mean at least two things but I'm not a gambling man I'll be your ghost I'll be a past I'll be the truth you never told on how we won't last This is my love you held it arm's-length it's what I'm made of mostly there's plenty you consider bad I know it's obvious but it's hard for me to see I'll do what I can I know your tears can meet at least two things but I'm not a gambling man These are my thoughts to try to haunt every move I make but you can't take my Grace it was never bought So let it backfire in bloom into Bliss or doom there's a fine line between right now it's sitting in this room I know it's obvious but it's hard for me to see I'll do what I can I know your tears can meet at least two things but I'm not a gambling man
2.
All is forgiven when we're face to face baby we got problems and they're bigger than my bad taste's Wiped clean over the whole damn slate Girl that was nothing but it wasn't such a waste If I find that woman and she makes me want to sleep in If I find that woman I'm never leaving again All is forgiven When we find someone else Get a real connection better versions of ourselves It's simple because I know all your tells We're just people kind of dumb smart as hell If I find that woman and she makes me want to sleep in If I find that woman I'm never leaving again All is forgiven Maybe I just need some time To process because I'm slow I'm not blind All these other women I love them all every kind They're so perfect even if they're not mine If I find that woman and she makes me want to sleep in If I find that woman I'm never leaving again
3.
Fading out 04:15
If you don't start it It aint gonna happen you lay there waiting stale wishes soaking passed you by before your third eye again it's a feeling piercing through your numb skin I see you fading out vibration is gonna wake us up girl you gotta know you've always known what to do when it comes you're isolated but that don't mean you're alone you're complicated but you don't have to be so cold I see you fading out so let the sun do all the work feel free to disappear feel free to let it hurt your skin is calling my name pretend blame it all on fate see at least 3 feet deep down to the ending you'll find we're more than just you and me I see you fading out.
4.
Come with me 04:59
Watching this ship sink on a perfectly good sea I took a trip on a mirage as I bid you bon voyage I admit it's been hard to watch for me At least it isn't real and it's something we'll never reach But that's not how I feel and you got me on my heels as we shine in the heat Floating like zero gravity in your perfect galaxy Spending too much time cleaning what's not mine I think I thought I saw you fall asleep At least we could rejoice in all the tears fall down your cheek That's not how we began your shaky heart you shaky hands I know we could've woken up the whole damn street If you would come with me We could do more than just speak Perfectly good scar is something you should never try to hide I know you're torn apart by your bloody heart you're really not so hard at least the stars showed up tonight But you don't look so bare underneath this barren cold sky I'm not sold on something better I'll take to and chance it later Will melt in a rainbow of pleasure or dance like were burning alive If you would come with me I think there's still space in my eyes
5.
implode 05:50
You and I are more than just wasted time invested baby this is more than just our lives In your eyes could we see through our own disguise pretending it's more than just compromise Wait there's always more before it unfolds we could choose to grow or swallow it all and just implode So now what girl you won't eat a thing this depression has you standing in the sunshine sinking The girls standup get on your feet and breathe these lessons are going to start when the mirror stops speaking But wait there's always more before it unfolds we could choose to grow swallow it all and implode After all this love claim that it's a masterpiece Is set there so smug in a wall in a gallery And then we fell into the glass and let each shattered peace fade with every flash so we can see what's underneath And you could never use this up it's like were sweating on a seed In the answers will come who knows where will be Maybe we're the stupid ones were so mindless this explains a lot But could we once our hearts of one we can lay together aimless because you're so beautiful when you're lost Wait there's always more before it unfolds we could choose to grow swallow it all and implode
6.
I feel like going to heaven just to get some things I won't be there too long, just the basic needs you see, down here, all these underwear models they ruin wings for me I promise I'll call ahead so they know I'm comin' all due respect, can I just look around then leave aren't we free ain't that idea of being in heaven I don't do harps I'm not fond of white and honey I'm way to shy to sing (chorus) I sit up... inside this waking breath I know there's no such thing as sleep I know there's no such thing as death now I know I got my demons I should check in nothing's wrong they say they're fine but I sometimes miss their wit so I ask em if they're leaving and they just started laughing they say never... the angels and them are best friends so I put my feet down on earth I owe it a visit not for myself but the ones I love If I die tonight I don't think I'll miss it, I guess it's my time to go cuz if you live your life right you won't be afraid to leave you home (chorus) I sit up... inside this waking breath I know there's no such thing as sleep I know there's no such thing as death
7.
Atrocities 03:43
It don’t have to be so damn good, what are you waiting for You can fight it or fuck it, either way you’re left awake So now I’m letting go of all my secrets, So when it’s dark I can breath And all the arms I wielded Again allowed to reach These atrocities and courtesy, They’re all the same to me. Time, it don’t have take so long, what are you waiting for I can take it or leave Cuz either way we sit and wait So now I’m letting go of all my secrets, So when it’s dark I can breath And all the arms I wielded Again allowed to reach These atrocities and courtesy, They’re all the same to me.
8.
Pain 03:51
I need somethin’ So get on with it, and let it end Just another lost sensation Before our true love could begin Right before my blistered eyes Sit behind their closed dark lids Baby, why would I kill this pain You’re my first love You’re my heavy handed friend So much contemplation So deep, like sex or death It’s the curse of inspiration Just like when your body swallows Your heart and your head Just when all these restless lovers Leave you resting alone in your bed Baby, why would I kill this pain You’re my first love You’re my heavy handed friend It’s not part of a beautiful life I was told But somewhere along the line they lied And baby I’m not sold I’m still yours, and to me you’re still gold God dammit I still love ya So... why would I kill this pain You’re my first love You’re my heavy handed friend
9.
Well within this sunset Everything is just a silhouette Within this mind set All the young just welcome regret If I live my life Like a bullet in a clip It aint up for me to decide Where to shoot or who’s gonna live Well within this mind set Everything is pleasure escape or threat Well within this concept We’re all dying but what the hell did you expect If I live my life Like a bullet in a clip It aint up for me to decide Where to shoot or who’s gonna live Peace will come When we wake up Cuz it’s the same sun Seen by all of us It’s more than just a straight line You put one in the head and two in the chest That’s seems about right They all told me the heart knows best But you never trust an optimist To love you like a gift Cuz every angel needs a devil And every feather needs a fist If I live my life Like a bullet in a clip It aint up for me to decide Where to shoot or who’s gonna live
10.
Flat World 04:05
Now there’s only one direction In the fourth dimension And all these facts are blowin my mind I’ve been a fool back since I was a fool But it called for that cuz honey these are foolish times You know the weather’s always like this Before the earth dies And the weather’s always like this When we’re out looking for a sign Cuz I, I’m better off taking you down with me I wanna see if this flat world, is so deep It’s not bad if everything is bad You’re not sad if everyone is sad And oh it’s getting ugly and it’s getting on my nerves Cuz you just won’t eat from my hand And you just won’t sit when I stand You know your platform shoes don’t mean your a shepard Even though you’re taller than the heard But then I reached out to your need and it didn’t look back at me I guess you didn’t see it, I shoulda told you I’m a man Cuz I, I’m better off taking you down with me I wanna see if this flat world, is so deep
11.
Lift us Up 04:16
You gotta let love be your guide Not your inner trophy wife Girl I know you got it You don’t have to try Is your love to be saved Or is it given away I know you gotta share every day Or your light’s gonna fade You wanted love to lift us up But why does it feel like I’m fallin Now these city streets shine Just like a spokes model’s legs I know you’re easy on the eyes But honey I’m way to proud to beg Then you took off with my heart Just like a cheap stolen bike Just like some riot broke out I’m standing here throwing bricks at the night You wanted love to lift us up But why does it feel like I’m fallin Now these whispers sound like wind In my ears all night I guess it’s all in my head but It’s all In plain site This is for all the times I fled Now I see it through your eyes You wanted love to lift us up So how does it feel You wanted love to lift us up But why does it feel like I’m fallin

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released November 1, 2016

Chad Zammuto on drums
Brandon Canchola bass
Matt Lucas on guitar and vocals

Produced by Matt Lucas and Charlie Wilson
Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Charlie Wilson at Soniczen records
soniczenrecords.com
Cover Art by Kendel Vreeling @ kendelmakes.com

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