BIG ENDING

by Matt Lucas (BIG ENDING)

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released November 1, 2016

Chad Zammuto on drums
Brandon Canchola bass
Matt Lucas on guitar and vocals

Produced by Matt Lucas and Charlie Wilson
Engineered, mixed, and mastered by Charlie Wilson at Soniczen records
soniczenrecords.com
Cover Art by Kendel Vreeling @ kendelmakes.com

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Track Name: Gambling man
These are my thoughts to give a great cost for truth that no one bought so I guess I'll be gone
You're pretty like a breath you're practical like that your subtle like a trumpet in the morning in bed

I know it's obvious but it's hard for me to see I'll do what I can
I know your tears can mean at least two things but I'm not a gambling man

I'll be your ghost I'll be a past I'll be the truth you never told on how we won't last
This is my love you held it arm's-length it's what I'm made of mostly there's plenty you consider bad

I know it's obvious but it's hard for me to see I'll do what I can
I know your tears can meet at least two things but I'm not a gambling man

These are my thoughts to try to haunt every move I make but you can't take my Grace it was never bought
So let it backfire in bloom into Bliss or doom there's a fine line between right now it's sitting in this room

I know it's obvious but it's hard for me to see I'll do what I can
I know your tears can meet at least two things but I'm not a gambling man
Track Name: All is forgiven
All is forgiven
when we're face to face
baby we got problems and they're bigger than my bad taste's
Wiped clean over the whole damn slate
Girl that was nothing but it wasn't such a waste

If I find that woman and she makes me want to sleep in
If I find that woman I'm never leaving again

All is forgiven
When we find someone else
Get a real connection better versions of ourselves
It's simple because I know all your tells
We're just people kind of dumb smart as hell

If I find that woman and she makes me want to sleep in
If I find that woman I'm never leaving again

All is forgiven
Maybe I just need some time
To process because I'm slow I'm not blind
All these other women I love them all every kind
They're so perfect even if they're not mine

If I find that woman and she makes me want to sleep in
If I find that woman I'm never leaving again
Track Name: Fading out
If you don't start it
It aint gonna happen
you lay there waiting
stale wishes soaking
passed you by
before your third eye again
it's a feeling
piercing through your numb skin

I see you fading out

vibration
is gonna wake us up
girl you gotta know you've always
known what to do when it comes
you're isolated
but that don't mean you're alone
you're complicated
but you don't have to be so cold

I see you fading out

so let the sun do all the work
feel free to disappear
feel free to let it hurt

your skin
is calling my name
pretend
blame it all on fate
see
at least 3 feet deep
down to the ending
you'll find we're more than just you and me

I see you fading out.
Track Name: Come with me
Watching this ship sink on a perfectly good sea
I took a trip on a mirage as I bid you bon voyage I admit it's been hard to watch for me
At least it isn't real and it's something we'll never reach
But that's not how I feel and you got me on my heels as we shine in the
heat

Floating like zero gravity in your perfect galaxy
Spending too much time cleaning what's not mine I think I thought I saw you fall asleep
At least we could rejoice in all the tears fall down your cheek
That's not how we began your shaky heart you shaky hands I know we could've woken up the whole damn street

If you would come with me
We could do more than just speak

Perfectly good scar is something you should never try to hide
I know you're torn apart by your bloody heart you're really not so hard at least the stars showed up tonight
But you don't look so bare underneath this barren cold sky
I'm not sold on something better I'll take to and chance it later
Will melt in a rainbow of pleasure or dance like were burning alive

If you would come with me
I think there's still space in my eyes
Track Name: implode
You and I are more than just wasted time invested baby this is more than just our lives
In your eyes could we see through our own disguise pretending it's more than just compromise

Wait there's always more before it unfolds we could choose to grow or swallow it all and just implode

So now what girl you won't eat a thing this depression has you standing in the sunshine sinking
The girls standup get on your feet and breathe these lessons are going to start when the mirror stops speaking

But wait there's always more before it unfolds we could choose to grow swallow it all and implode

After all this love claim that it's a masterpiece
Is set there so smug in a wall in a gallery
And then we fell into the glass and let each shattered peace
fade with every flash so we can see what's underneath
And you could never use this up it's like were sweating on a seed
In the answers will come who knows where will be

Maybe we're the stupid ones were so mindless this explains a lot
But could we once our hearts of one we can lay together aimless because you're so beautiful when you're lost

Wait there's always more before it unfolds we could choose to grow swallow it all and implode
Track Name: Waking Breath
I feel like going to heaven just to get some things
I won't be there too long, just the basic needs
you see, down here, all these underwear models
they ruin wings for me
I promise I'll call ahead so they know I'm comin'
all due respect, can I just look around then leave
aren't we free
ain't that idea of being in heaven
I don't do harps I'm not fond of white and honey I'm way to shy to sing

(chorus)
I sit up... inside this waking breath
I know there's no such thing as sleep
I know there's no such thing as death

now I know I got my demons
I should check in
nothing's wrong they say they're fine
but I sometimes miss their wit
so I ask em if they're leaving and they just started laughing
they say never... the angels and them are best friends
so I put my feet down on earth
I owe it a visit
not for myself but the ones I love
If I die tonight I don't think I'll miss it, I guess it's my time to go
cuz if you live your life right
you won't be afraid to leave you home

(chorus)
I sit up... inside this waking breath
I know there's no such thing as sleep
I know there's no such thing as death
Track Name: Atrocities
It don’t have to be so damn good, what are you waiting for
You can fight it or fuck it, either way you’re left awake

So now I’m letting go of all my secrets,
So when it’s dark I can breath
And all the arms I wielded
Again allowed to reach

These atrocities and courtesy,
They’re all the same to me.

Time, it don’t have take so long, what are you waiting for
I can take it or leave
Cuz either way we sit and wait

So now I’m letting go of all my secrets,
So when it’s dark I can breath
And all the arms I wielded
Again allowed to reach

These atrocities and courtesy,
They’re all the same to me.
Track Name: Pain
I need somethin’
So get on with it, and let it end
Just another lost sensation
Before our true love could begin
Right before my blistered eyes
Sit behind their closed dark lids

Baby, why would I kill this pain
You’re my first love
You’re my heavy handed friend

So much contemplation
So deep, like sex or death
It’s the curse of inspiration
Just like when your body swallows
Your heart and your head
Just when all these restless lovers
Leave you resting alone in your bed

Baby, why would I kill this pain
You’re my first love
You’re my heavy handed friend

It’s not part of a beautiful life I was told
But somewhere along the line they lied
And baby I’m not sold
I’m still yours, and to me you’re still gold

God dammit I still love ya
So...

why would I kill this pain
You’re my first love
You’re my heavy handed friend
Track Name: Bullet in a Clip
Well within this sunset
Everything is just a silhouette
Within this mind set
All the young just welcome regret

If I live my life
Like a bullet in a clip
It aint up for me to decide
Where to shoot or who’s gonna live

Well within this mind set
Everything is pleasure escape or threat
Well within this concept
We’re all dying but what the hell did you expect

If I live my life
Like a bullet in a clip
It aint up for me to decide
Where to shoot or who’s gonna live

Peace will come
When we wake up
Cuz it’s the same sun
Seen by all of us

It’s more than just a straight line
You put one in the head and two in the chest
That’s seems about right
They all told me the heart knows best

But you never trust an optimist
To love you like a gift
Cuz every angel needs a devil
And every feather needs a fist

If I live my life
Like a bullet in a clip
It aint up for me to decide
Where to shoot or who’s gonna live
Track Name: Flat World
Now there’s only one direction
In the fourth dimension
And all these facts are blowin my mind
I’ve been a fool back since I was a fool
But it called for that cuz honey these are foolish times
You know the weather’s always like this
Before the earth dies
And the weather’s always like this
When we’re out looking for a sign

Cuz I, I’m better off taking you down with me
I wanna see if this flat world, is so deep

It’s not bad if everything is bad
You’re not sad if everyone is sad
And oh it’s getting ugly and it’s getting on my nerves
Cuz you just won’t eat from my hand
And you just won’t sit when I stand
You know your platform shoes don’t mean your a shepard
Even though you’re taller than the heard
But then I reached out to your need and it didn’t look back at me
I guess you didn’t see it, I shoulda told you I’m a man

Cuz I, I’m better off taking you down with me
I wanna see if this flat world, is so deep
Track Name: Lift us Up
You gotta let love be your guide
Not your inner trophy wife
Girl I know you got it
You don’t have to try

Is your love to be saved
Or is it given away
I know you gotta share every day
Or your light’s gonna fade

You wanted love to lift us up
But why does it feel like I’m fallin

Now these city streets shine
Just like a spokes model’s legs
I know you’re easy on the eyes
But honey I’m way to proud to beg

Then you took off with my heart
Just like a cheap stolen bike
Just like some riot broke out
I’m standing here throwing bricks at the night

You wanted love to lift us up
But why does it feel like I’m fallin

Now these whispers sound like wind
In my ears all night
I guess it’s all in my head but It’s all
In plain site
This is for all the times I fled
Now I see it through your eyes

You wanted love to lift us up
So how does it feel

You wanted love to lift us up
But why does it feel like I’m fallin